My roller coaster ride

Lord here I go again...angry and hurting!  I wait for your healing, when You will make all my hurts disappear, when You will turn my anger into love, when You will dry my tears and make my heart joyful again.  Remind me of my iniquities so that I will not rise up in pride and despised those who have caused me pain.  Remind me of your great forgiveness and love that I may show the same.  Give me courage to do what pleases You and bring You great joy.  It is no longer I who live but You who lives in me.  My times are in Your hand, O lifter of my head!