Tuesday, May 11, 2010
Then comes the uncertain
Just when you thought you were walking in assurance and were just about to reach that much awaited destination, the Lord takes you through a period of uncertainty. It is when what you thought you knew was logical suddenly makes you think that perhaps you may have just misunderstood. It is when you thought you have put yourself in the best place to make the events that take place to work for you suddenly comes to a halt. It is when you thought the path ahead of you was clear suddenly becomes dim. And the Lord tells you to keep walking and hands you with a single light with just enough brightness to enable you to see what is immediately before you but not far enough to see what is ahead of you. When all but the Holy Spirit’s gentle voice to guide you, and those familiar ‘little notes of promises’ that JC drops within the depths of your heart keeps you going - taking those cautious tiny steps. When your everyday depends on that voice you know now so well from the intimate times you have spent with Him. These are the critical times when your identity in Christ is challenged. When what you said, “ ‘I AM HIS BELOVED and that’s more than enough’ “ , goes through a test of fire if His love for you is really more than enough.
JCluvMD
Sixteenth of April two thousand and ten, written in the page of my spiritual journal occupying but two single lines, in final resolution and profound revelation, I have found my identity and put to rest all my uncertainties....
Who am I in Christ? ‘I AM HIS BELOVED’ and that’s more than enough.
Who am I in Christ? ‘I AM HIS BELOVED’ and that’s more than enough.
Friday, March 5, 2010
His Place is Our Place
Who is more lost? Those that are without Christ or those that say are with Christ but live without purpose?
Who should I be praying for more? Those that do not know Christ or those that say they know Him but is far from His will?
Who should I be feeling more sad for? Those that do not know salvation or those that do know yet holds it back from those who needs it?
Who should I be crying more for? Those that are far from God or those who claims they know God yet is far from Him?
I heard a song go ‘…this is my cry, my one desire, is to be with You Lord, now and forever…’ and found myself singing to the tune, then I felt JC asking me, “do you really know where I am?” A quick ‘’yes” came out and then there was this long silence. Feeling somehow unsure and embarrassed, I whispered shyly, “perhaps not.” Then JC answered, “I am where the hurting people are, where nobody wants to go, where poverty is, where prisoners are. I am with the vulnerable, the rejects of society, the hopeless, the fatherless, the widows and the outcast. Where are you?”
“Then the King will say to those on His right Hand, ‘Come’, you blessed of My Father, inherit the kingdom prepared for you from the foundation of the world: for I was hungry and you gave Me food; I was thirsty and you gave Me drink; I was a stranger and you took Me in; I was naked and you clothed Me, I was sick and you visited Me; I was in prison and you came to Me.’….And the King will answer and say to them, ‘Assuredly, I say to you, inasmuch as you did it to one of the least of these My brethren, you did it to Me‘. Then He will also say to those on the left hand, ’Depart from Me, you cursed, into the everlasting fire prepared for the devil and his angels… Then He will answer them saying, ’Assuredly, I say to you, inasmuch as you did not do it to one of the least of these, you did not do it to Me’. Matthew 25:34-36, 40-41, 45 (NKJV)
“Pure and undefiled religion before God and the Father is this: to visit orphans and widows in their trouble, and to keep oneself unspotted from the world”. James 1:27 (NKJV)
Who should I be praying for more? Those that do not know Christ or those that say they know Him but is far from His will?
Who should I be feeling more sad for? Those that do not know salvation or those that do know yet holds it back from those who needs it?
Who should I be crying more for? Those that are far from God or those who claims they know God yet is far from Him?
I heard a song go ‘…this is my cry, my one desire, is to be with You Lord, now and forever…’ and found myself singing to the tune, then I felt JC asking me, “do you really know where I am?” A quick ‘’yes” came out and then there was this long silence. Feeling somehow unsure and embarrassed, I whispered shyly, “perhaps not.” Then JC answered, “I am where the hurting people are, where nobody wants to go, where poverty is, where prisoners are. I am with the vulnerable, the rejects of society, the hopeless, the fatherless, the widows and the outcast. Where are you?”
“Then the King will say to those on His right Hand, ‘Come’, you blessed of My Father, inherit the kingdom prepared for you from the foundation of the world: for I was hungry and you gave Me food; I was thirsty and you gave Me drink; I was a stranger and you took Me in; I was naked and you clothed Me, I was sick and you visited Me; I was in prison and you came to Me.’….And the King will answer and say to them, ‘Assuredly, I say to you, inasmuch as you did it to one of the least of these My brethren, you did it to Me‘. Then He will also say to those on the left hand, ’Depart from Me, you cursed, into the everlasting fire prepared for the devil and his angels… Then He will answer them saying, ’Assuredly, I say to you, inasmuch as you did not do it to one of the least of these, you did not do it to Me’. Matthew 25:34-36, 40-41, 45 (NKJV)
“Pure and undefiled religion before God and the Father is this: to visit orphans and widows in their trouble, and to keep oneself unspotted from the world”. James 1:27 (NKJV)
Friday, February 26, 2010
Summing Spirituality
Spirituality made simple is to know God, to be intimate with Him, His words, His Son, His Holy Spirit. You are complete in Him for He is your everything. "Then I will give them a heart to know Me, that I am the Lord, and they shall be My people, and I will be their God, for they shall return to Me with their whole heart." Jeremiah 24:7 (NKJV).
God wants to return us to the original state of our relationship with Him where there is no shame. Adam and Eve were naked but were not ashamed because there was no sin in them. With sin came shame but God understood this so He sent His Son to regain that lost intimacy with us. There is nothing in us that can come before the holiness of God save for the blood of Christ. Jesus had become like our ‘cloak of righteousness’ that when God looks upon us although we are still in our fallen state, sees Jesus His Son, the whole world’s Saviour, so we can be free from anything that holds us back from returning to God. “For God did not send His Son [Jesus Christ] into the world to condemn the world, but that the world through Him [Jesus Christ] might be saved.” John 3:17 (NKJV) “And if anyone hears My [Jesus] words and does not believe, I [Jesus] do not judge him; for I [Jesus] did not come to judge the world but to save the world. He who rejects Me [Jesus], and does not receive My words, has that which judges him - the word that I have spoken will judge him in the last day.” John 12: 47-48 (NKJV).
God wants to return us to the original state of our relationship with Him where there is no shame. Adam and Eve were naked but were not ashamed because there was no sin in them. With sin came shame but God understood this so He sent His Son to regain that lost intimacy with us. There is nothing in us that can come before the holiness of God save for the blood of Christ. Jesus had become like our ‘cloak of righteousness’ that when God looks upon us although we are still in our fallen state, sees Jesus His Son, the whole world’s Saviour, so we can be free from anything that holds us back from returning to God. “For God did not send His Son [Jesus Christ] into the world to condemn the world, but that the world through Him [Jesus Christ] might be saved.” John 3:17 (NKJV) “And if anyone hears My [Jesus] words and does not believe, I [Jesus] do not judge him; for I [Jesus] did not come to judge the world but to save the world. He who rejects Me [Jesus], and does not receive My words, has that which judges him - the word that I have spoken will judge him in the last day.” John 12: 47-48 (NKJV).
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
Sunday, February 14, 2010
Finding Spirituality and everything else in between
Last night, I found with great difficulty explaining to someone about my God-given purpose here on earth. After what seemed to be half a day’s conversation, my acquaintance, I thought was in no closer to really understanding what I was trying to convey. Strangely, we spoke the same language but perhaps not at the same level. I remembered a verse in the Bible that explained this quite well: “But the natural man [woman] does not receive the things of the Spirit of God, nor can he [she] know them, because they are spiritually discerned.” 1 Corinthians 2: 14 (NKJV)
Just as I was about to give up the discussion, I shared what I felt was the most important issue that JC has been impressing in my heart. It was again that concept of spiritual intimacy.
Since my acquaintance was married, it was easy to use the analogy of physical intimacy.
Intimate interactions produces some form of result. New knowledge is produced as the undressing of two bodies previously hidden had now become open on view. Everything is seen, both beauty and blemish. A new language is, at the same time, created and learned where communication happens spontaneously between two people without the need for words. A new life conceived. Something is finally understood and learnt. These and more is what JC calls the process of ‘knowing’ each other - you know that ‘other person’ a lot more than anyone else has and equally, ‘the other person‘ knows you better than anyone else does.
In the spiritual realm, there is the revealing of one’s purpose by the God of heaven. But more importantly, during spiritual intimacy, there is the unveiling of who God is and the knowing of yourself in light of how your Creator really sees you. It is also when you see your imperfections against the perfect Christ and the love He has for you in spite of who you are.
Out of this spiritual intimacy is the ‘planting of a seed’ within the womb of your soul. The impact of this revelation on you is not something that can be easily explained, but it leaves a mark and everyday it grows. It’s like telling someone about the growing foetus in your womb. You cannot see it but it’s there and you feel it. As it grows, the ’fruit’ of that intimacy becomes evident to the outside world.
I use to think that spiritual performance (the activities we do in church on Sundays or on Saturdays) is the same as what the Bible described as fruits. I used to do a lot of things in church, leaving me physically exhausted and drained, until I no longer find joy in what I’m doing. It became more of a ‘task’ for me than a ‘service’. “Why is bearing fruit such a miserable activity?”, I asked.
Of course, I got it all wrong. Those things we do are only manifestations of the fruit that we bear. It is not the fruit itself. The fruit that Jesus describes that only comes through intimacy with Him, will compel you to do those things out of the overflow of your heart, without the need to force it out, because His desire has become your desire, His prayer becomes your prayer, and His life - yours. You really cannot give what you don’t have.
Church activities, church commitments, or whatever you may want to call it, noble they may be, is no substitute for the intimate time with Christ. It really is not about our performance that Christ is after, it’s our time. In the words of Christ to Martha, "..you are worried and troubled about many things, But one thing is needed, and Mary has chosen that good part, which will not be taken away from her." Luke 10: 41-42 (NKJV)
Just as I was about to give up the discussion, I shared what I felt was the most important issue that JC has been impressing in my heart. It was again that concept of spiritual intimacy.
Since my acquaintance was married, it was easy to use the analogy of physical intimacy.
Intimate interactions produces some form of result. New knowledge is produced as the undressing of two bodies previously hidden had now become open on view. Everything is seen, both beauty and blemish. A new language is, at the same time, created and learned where communication happens spontaneously between two people without the need for words. A new life conceived. Something is finally understood and learnt. These and more is what JC calls the process of ‘knowing’ each other - you know that ‘other person’ a lot more than anyone else has and equally, ‘the other person‘ knows you better than anyone else does.
In the spiritual realm, there is the revealing of one’s purpose by the God of heaven. But more importantly, during spiritual intimacy, there is the unveiling of who God is and the knowing of yourself in light of how your Creator really sees you. It is also when you see your imperfections against the perfect Christ and the love He has for you in spite of who you are.
Out of this spiritual intimacy is the ‘planting of a seed’ within the womb of your soul. The impact of this revelation on you is not something that can be easily explained, but it leaves a mark and everyday it grows. It’s like telling someone about the growing foetus in your womb. You cannot see it but it’s there and you feel it. As it grows, the ’fruit’ of that intimacy becomes evident to the outside world.
I use to think that spiritual performance (the activities we do in church on Sundays or on Saturdays) is the same as what the Bible described as fruits. I used to do a lot of things in church, leaving me physically exhausted and drained, until I no longer find joy in what I’m doing. It became more of a ‘task’ for me than a ‘service’. “Why is bearing fruit such a miserable activity?”, I asked.
Of course, I got it all wrong. Those things we do are only manifestations of the fruit that we bear. It is not the fruit itself. The fruit that Jesus describes that only comes through intimacy with Him, will compel you to do those things out of the overflow of your heart, without the need to force it out, because His desire has become your desire, His prayer becomes your prayer, and His life - yours. You really cannot give what you don’t have.
Church activities, church commitments, or whatever you may want to call it, noble they may be, is no substitute for the intimate time with Christ. It really is not about our performance that Christ is after, it’s our time. In the words of Christ to Martha, "..you are worried and troubled about many things, But one thing is needed, and Mary has chosen that good part, which will not be taken away from her." Luke 10: 41-42 (NKJV)
Friday, February 5, 2010
Finding Spirituality II
An interesting conversation took place one Friday late afternoon between JC and I. It started when I came across a familiar scripture: Matthew 7:21-23 (NKJV). The passage goes, “Not everyone who says to Me, 'Lord, Lord,' shall enter the kingdom of heaven, but he [she] who does the will of My Father in heaven. Many will say to Me in that day, ‘Lord, Lord, have we not prophesied in Your name, cast out demons in Your name, and done many wonders in Your name?’ And then I [Jesus] will declare to them, ’I never knew you…’."
That passage never struck me before when all of a sudden I found it all but strange that JC would respond that way. I had to ask Him, “what do you mean You never knew them?! They believe in You (that’s what Mark 16:17 says, or they wouldn‘t have been able to cast out demons!), they did your work, and I’m sure a lot of people got saved through them! They were your servants, for goodness sake! So, how could you not know them?! And how could You being JESUS not know anyone?!” Apparently, believing in God is not enough but neither is our ‘spiritual performance’ (casting demons, prophesying, doing God’s wonders etc.) or even being a 'good Christian' a guaranteed ticket to heaven.
In His response, He led me to find out what the term ‘knew’ in this passage meant. All through the Bible, the word ‘knew’ refers to physical intimacy: Elkanah knew Hannah his wife; Adam knew Eve; Abraham knew Sarah. In the spiritual realm, it meant spiritual intimacy. To ‘know’ Jesus is to spend intimate times with Him. It happens within closed doors. Just as in physical intimacy, it is not an activity done publicly or with spectators. One has to go out their way to get to ‘know’ Jesus. It is done consciously, deliberately and regularly. So when JC said 'I never knew you', He meant you've never been intimate with Him.
That passage never struck me before when all of a sudden I found it all but strange that JC would respond that way. I had to ask Him, “what do you mean You never knew them?! They believe in You (that’s what Mark 16:17 says, or they wouldn‘t have been able to cast out demons!), they did your work, and I’m sure a lot of people got saved through them! They were your servants, for goodness sake! So, how could you not know them?! And how could You being JESUS not know anyone?!” Apparently, believing in God is not enough but neither is our ‘spiritual performance’ (casting demons, prophesying, doing God’s wonders etc.) or even being a 'good Christian' a guaranteed ticket to heaven.
In His response, He led me to find out what the term ‘knew’ in this passage meant. All through the Bible, the word ‘knew’ refers to physical intimacy: Elkanah knew Hannah his wife; Adam knew Eve; Abraham knew Sarah. In the spiritual realm, it meant spiritual intimacy. To ‘know’ Jesus is to spend intimate times with Him. It happens within closed doors. Just as in physical intimacy, it is not an activity done publicly or with spectators. One has to go out their way to get to ‘know’ Jesus. It is done consciously, deliberately and regularly. So when JC said 'I never knew you', He meant you've never been intimate with Him.
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